That's all. That's a lot! Yup a lot. Well that's it... for now. My life is... wonderful? I guess. Well stay tune for more of my bullcrap.

I shiver and I shake with as much excitment as I can contain. The weather is terrible, just the way I like it. The sky is bright and the rain is pouring down. The sky is turning gray but that tint of blue just held on, staining the sky.

The weather feels too nice to be true,I can't resist the urge to just go outside and let the rain pour on to me. The tree is waving and it's leaves are falling. It is't winter its merely summer.

The music is dancing around me, Linkin Park, just the way I like it.

The rain's smell is so inviting. I sigh and long to be where I belong. This storm is where I should truly be. I want to be closer, closer towards that painted sky where the angels are singing.

Listen carefully and you will hear the thunder screaming at our sins. Listen again, the lighting are flashing angryly at us for hidden all our disgusting crimes. Look around us we are prove of a living sin.

We do too much wrong to this world to ever be forgiven. Close your eyes. And let yourself be free of your sins, at least just for this momment.

This storm is merely just the prove of our deadly sins.

Don't read if yor homophobes or if you're against homosexuals and lesbians.

Homos, fags, anything else you like to say?

Even though I am not a lesbian (still not sure whether I am bi) I still find these words very offending. I don't see what is so wrong with lovng the people you love. How come some of u can love while some of us have to face the rejection of society. I just don't understand and it really pisses me off that other people think they have the right to insult others who are different from them.

The truth is, all those homophobes are just scared. They are scared of the difference between this race. And in order to get rid of the fear they will over power others in order to gain the upperhand. But this will never work, people will change and hopefully they will learn how all changes have a bad side and a good side to it. And staring at the bad side won't make it go away.

I think the next paragraph may offend religious people: (especially christians and catholics)

Another thing that pisses me off is all that shit about God. God this and God that, and really I am seriously: please shove it back down your throat. I know I am ging down to hell anyways to those who actually believe in it. God is something we just made up so we can feel belonging. I am an atheiest and I have no intenion of saying any rude to anyone's religion but really what is wrong with loving some else? Is it because they can't have babies? The world is over populating as it already is, you want more people so we can all die a few years early? or how about more people till we run out of food and all we can eat is each other? Doesn't that just sound wonderful to you? 

Or is it just becaue they are the same gender. Get over it people, similars attract.We all say stuff like be yourself, be true, be who you are. But lets all turn around and see what being yourself can lead to. Bodily harm? Name calling? Murders? Threats? Bulling? I can go on but it may get bloody.

Seriously can't we all just accept everyone for who they truly are?

I am not trying to offend anyone here but if you find this disturbs you then you can just shove it up your ass.

If you understand and agree with what I said then I hope you will support the rainbow till the end.

And if you don't well: fuck you. Actually do I even care what you think? the answer is a big rainbow colored NO.

This is strictly my opinions and if you liked it, thank you. But if you don't, keep it to yourself I don't give a flying shit.

Support th Rainbow all the way! ;)

Kuro XF

I feel like a big fat juicy slug, I wanna just crawl into a hole and rot till summer comes. Is that normal?

I have a test on Tuesday, no one seems to feel the pressure but all I seem to be doing is study study and study but I still can't help but freak > < Gah! -rolls around on the ground- Okay anyways my friends and I went to P-mall today. One of my friend got gundams, gundams, and gachipons (sp?). I saw one really really cool gundam call Mobile Pod Ball or something like that, it looked so awsome > < Look below: it is so cool -squeal-

It is so kawaii > < ^

So anyways other stuff I saw that I really REALLY want! A X/1999 tarot card set > < it looked so cool and I also saw this Clamp drawing collections, its like a book and it looked SO FUCKING HAWT!!! > < I want it so much T^T but it was like $30, just to say I am a poor poor girl -sniff- -sniff-

Anyways we then ate a lot of crap, I ate a tirimisu(sp?) cake, a curry beef ball, and a fish shaped red bean ice cream thing. It was good -rubbs stomach- -happily sighs-

So that was basiclly my day, I need to go study for my sci quiz and then tomorrow I am getting dragged off to this fire work thingy. oh yeah, before I forgot:

LINKIN PARK NEW CD: MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT! It is totally the shit, I love it > <

We laugh when we are sad and we cry when we are happy. Where is the logic?

I am feeling very depressed right now. I feel like... nothing... I actually feel really calm right now. I don't particularly like this feeling but I don't hate it either. I don't want to cry but I happen to be ligtly smiling at things I see. Is this normal?

Just a while ago like about an hour ago, I couldn't help but to keep on smirking. I felt really, the closest word I found was evil. I wanted to see something get destroyed I had this really strong feeling about it. I wanted to cause pain to something, anything. I really don't know what was going on with my mind.

My friend said I was PMSing... am I? I really don't know. Is it just my hormones or is it something else?

Oh well, whatever. As long as I am not in pain, I will be fine, or so I think. -smiles lightly-

Happy Mother's Day!

Altough I am personally not a mother but I do have a mother after all XPP. Anyways today my family and I went to some random place near a pond call Sunset Beach. When we arrived there, there was two men (around the age of 50-60) lying on blankets tanning in their speedos! I can tell you know...it wasn't a pretty sight...-.- anyways then we kept on walking. There was a park near by call Sunset Beach Park and next to the sign was another man tanning in a blue short shorts... -sigh- and this is what I said:

Welcome to Sunset Beach Park, look at his ass! XDDDDDD

And this is pretty much how my day was. Eventful? Okay-lah. Tanning men? Too much for my young and "innocent" eyes in which my friend would say bullshit to.

Yesturday I downloaded this program that is similar to photoshop. It is call Paint.Net. I am still trying to understand all the fuctions... I am slow okay? I admit! -.- Anyways I fixed up a picture that I fixed up. [Look down]

It was actually quite fun, I am planning to take some photos and mess with it more XD And if I have some more time I may even try to add shading, coloring and stuff on to some of my drawings. So hopefully I can continue some more funky artworks. Maybe I do have some art-blood in my veins XP

So the day is getting dark and my eyes are getting droopy. So ta-ta.

A new blog, a new set of life?

NAH! Life is still same-old, same-old. Yay? Ya I guess. Life isn't actually THAT bad, my studies are fine and I actually seems to be having a lot of free time. My friends are awsome...sometimes. I am having fun...kinda and everything in my life isn't bad at all.

Now on to my daily complains: XP

Anyways, yesturday I was playing badminton, today I woke up with everything waist down, shoulder blades & neck hurting like no tomorrow. So then lucky oh lucky me today, my gym teacher decided we were going to have track and field. This is me:

\(O.O)/ --- TRACK AND FIELD??!!

You got to be kidding me?! NOPE! And so we ran around our school's back field...me half dead already. Then we "praticed" our sprints... and while we were doing that one of my friends made a joke about men and monkey... ya you might not get it but it was about something my teacher was doing. Then while I was running my friend made that god-curse joke again... and I cracked up... ALMOST causing me to stop in the middle of the pratice.

So after all that, we were still not done. Our teacher just HAD to made us do this relay race... suxs to be poor little old me -pouts-

At the end I now not only had sore muscles from waist down, painful shoulder blades, cramping neck. Now I even pulled something at the back of my left knee. And now I am limping around my house as my sister makes fun of me -.-b

I FUCKING HATE GYM!!!! >u<